hard times

Dear Allah,

i know that this phase in my life is that the among the tests you have promised,
so that i can reflect deep into me,
and start realizing...

yeah...dear Almighty,
i do remember...

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

"Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, "We believe", and that they will not be tested?" (Al-Ankaboot, verse 2)

Allah, be with us...

my happiness

Intertwine, you give me peace of mind
I cloak you and you cloak me
Responsible I feel with honesty
Between us God has put affection and mercy
Praised be He who created you
Cuz all I see in you is beautiful

I know it's hard me being away for so long
But I respect you so much for being so strong

My dearest
I adore you like the most beautiful shooting star in the sky
And when I feel alone I know that you understand me
I know that you comprehend me
I'm looking for comfort in your smile
Let's hurry, follow me
'Cuz I've always seen myself old and aged
My children grown up, grandchildren by my side

And I pray for our reunion in the afterlife forever

exam tiba lagi

beginning monday 2nd of July, MSR
and then Pharmacology on the 6th,
the 2nd week begins with LTT on the 9th
FBP oral exam 8 o'clock 10th July
and then the show stopper InKo 11am on the 11th

O Allah! Make useful for me what You taught me and teach me knowledge that will be useful to me
O Allah! I ask You for the understanding of the prophets and the memory of the messengers, and those nearest to You
Amiin..

Once in a Lifetime

to the dedicated wake up caller...

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives
Together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share
With you I never wonder--will you be there for me
With you I never wonder--you're the right one for me
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss, our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky
Was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

* Love Of A Lifetime by Firehouse *

bcoz we chose to accept them

we were born to toe the lines,
some lines that somehow are not correctly drawn,
it was those amongst us who have laid them,
as most of us think those are right,
we accept that those are right,
so we follow them,
and we get to used to them.
we did nothing, just follows...

currency exchange, oil prices,
stocks and trades,
world bank err...world what ?
what else..
logic controls
social interactions
morality shifts
value switch
cultures
propagandas
histories (truth and lies)..
technologies ?

lets think, start thinking
is it just us ?
are we indeed playing our roles
or everythings were meant to be like that ?

because we chose to accept them
remember, it was our choice

H-
one said; we always live by the choices we make and choices we fail to make. our failure to make a choice is a choice. It's a choice that allows those who make a choice to prevail over our inactions or failure to make a choice.

Qur'an and Supplications Radio

want to listen to holy qur'an recitations but got no mp3s or audio to play?
want to listen and pray together with some great du'as?

Sheikh Mohammad Jebril has provides us with his 24/7 radio of qur'an and du'a recitations.
of course theres no cost for it. just listen and have blessed good time.

we can either visit his website http://jebril.com/ and listen through the player from the website or

we can use our own Media Player, Winamp, RealPlayer or whatever player ... and write this address: http://jebril.com:8000

for example if we are using Windows Media Player, press CTRL+U and the write the address given above.
for Windows Vista users, you can download Jebril.com Radio Gadget (Vista new feature, where you can have a lot gadgets and dock them on your sidebar) from Microsoft website click here


so people, spread the word ...

Happy Mothers Day

thank you mother
for your teachings,
for your caring,
for your love...
for your prayers.....

i love you mother